Job Searching Sucks

I have been out of school for about 4 months and I still do not have a job. Granted, I didn't look for one for the last 3 months because I was studying for the bar, but it still sucks. When I was studying for the bar 8-12 hours I could remember thinking that anything has to be better than this! I was dreaming of the moment when the test was over. Not only because the stress would be over, but because I would finally have some free time to myself. When the test finally was over, it was fucking great...for about a week. Now I am incredibly bored. I have never in my life been bored. I have always been able to keep myself occupied and happy fairly easy. I can read, surf the internet, listen to music, watch movies, and play my guitar for hours upon hours without becoming bored. I used to get very annoyed with people that needed something to do 24 hours a day or needed to have something shoved in their face. If you can't keep yourself occupied then you have a real problem. I used to love my alone time and could go days without talking to anyone. Of course, that doesn't mean i'm a loner or something, I love going out with my friends just as the next person. However, now that i'm out of school with nothing to do, i'm really bored. I never realized how much I took for granted going to school and seeing people everyday. It is strange going day after day only seeing one person and having absolutely nothing to do. I feel worthless. I want to work. I know that as soon as a am working I will probably regret saying that, but seriously, it has been too long. It doesn't help either that the job hunt seems to have no ending, and worse yet that it seems to have no beginning. I promise myself that when I become older and end up on the other end of the job search, i will be more respectful and receptive to potential candidates. People just don't seem to give a shit. It also doesn't help that I have been sitting around waiting for my test results. I still have about 3 weeks to go before I find out if I will be given a license. If I fail the test I will be even more worthless than I am now. I need a beer.